In this blog I will
be writing self forgiveness and corrective application towards fear of death in
relation to fear I will continue on with uncomfortable feelings and emotions. I
see myself participating with energetic polarities toward sorting out my
feelings and emotions even while considering to write this blog.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as fear of
continuing to have uncomfortable feelings and emotions after death.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect
continuing to have uncomfortable feelings and emotions after death to fear,
thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
the existence of an afterlife.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as fear I
will not sort myself out as feelings and emotions before I die.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect
not figuring out how to stop my feelings and emotions before I die to fear,
thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my
own feelings and emotions.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect
feelings and emotions with a negative value.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a picture of
myself floating alone in blackness as just awareness alone with emptiness
around me to exist within and as me.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in self
judgment to allow whether or not I sort out my feelings and emotions to decide
my self value.
When and as I see myself participating in fear of continuing
on with emotions and feelings I stop and breathe and see that I am here. I
realize this fear can only serve to keep me time looping generating feelings
and emotions.
I commit myself to continue facing my accepted and allowed
feelings and emotions and stop participating in fear they will never stop so
that I may take them on one at a time.
When and as I see myself participating in fear of the
afterlife I stop and breathe and realize this is fear of the unknown and
anything that will be addressed must be done in the here and now.
I commit myself to no longer exist in alternate realities of
an afterlife in my mind so that I may move myself responsibly in this physical
reality.
When and as I see myself in self judgment on how I handle my
feelings and emotions I stop and I breathe. I realized I have charged myself up
within polarities of self worth that is dependent on whether or not I sort
myself out before death and the energy used through charging these polarities
just serve to drain me.
I commit myself to let go of the need/desire to sort myself
out so that I can stop charging myself up and wasting energy so that I may move
responsibly in simplicity.
