Saturday, 6 April 2013

Fear of continuing on with uncomfortable feelings and emotions


    In this blog I will be writing self forgiveness and corrective application towards fear of death in relation to fear I will continue on with uncomfortable feelings and emotions. I see myself participating with energetic polarities toward sorting out my feelings and emotions even while considering to write this blog.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as fear of continuing to have uncomfortable feelings and emotions after death.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect continuing to have uncomfortable feelings and emotions after death to fear, thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear the existence of an afterlife.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself as fear I will not sort myself out as feelings and emotions before I die.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect not figuring out how to stop my feelings and emotions before I die to fear, thus I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own fear.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear my own feelings and emotions.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect feelings and emotions with a negative value.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a picture of myself floating alone in blackness as just awareness alone with emptiness around me to exist within and as me.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself in self judgment to allow whether or not I sort out my feelings and emotions to decide my self value.

When and as I see myself participating in fear of continuing on with emotions and feelings I stop and breathe and see that I am here. I realize this fear can only serve to keep me time looping generating feelings and emotions.

I commit myself to continue facing my accepted and allowed feelings and emotions and stop participating in fear they will never stop so that I may take them on one at a time.

When and as I see myself participating in fear of the afterlife I stop and breathe and realize this is fear of the unknown and anything that will be addressed must be done in the here and now.

I commit myself to no longer exist in alternate realities of an afterlife in my mind so that I may move myself responsibly in this physical reality.

When and as I see myself in self judgment on how I handle my feelings and emotions I stop and I breathe. I realized I have charged myself up within polarities of self worth that is dependent on whether or not I sort myself out before death and the energy used through charging these polarities just serve to drain me.

I commit myself to let go of the need/desire to sort myself out so that I can stop charging myself up and wasting energy so that I may move responsibly in simplicity.
 





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