The fear I will take on here is the fear of what
won’t get done. There seems to be a setting myself up for failure scenario here
and has caused a lot of consequences and will continue to do so if not
addressed.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
what I won’t get done.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect
a projection of what won’t get done to fear its self.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
being confronted and or scolded for what won’t get done.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear
consequences of what has not been done.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to hold
onto my past learned fear of consequences towards what has not been done that
leads to fear of what won’t get done.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to charge
up an emotional experience of fear and allow it to direct me in creating the
consequences of inaction that I fear.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
participate in an emotional experience of fear when seeing what I’m not doing.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
continue on in my mind and whatever I’m doing when I see I’m not moving
responsibly.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to
participate in an emotional experience of fear while looking at several things
that I have not taken responsibility for.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to let
things pile up in the first place that leads to the participation of fear and
anxiety.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to not be
self honest and not fully realize all the reasons for abdicating my
responsibility.
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to indulge
in my own self interested experience that leads to fear of what won’t get done
in the first place.
When and as I see myself participating in fear projecting
what won’t get done I stop and I breathe. I realize participating in such fear
is just a diversion tactic to keep myself from moving responsibly.
I commit myself to stop the projections and fear of what
won’t get done and consider how to move responsibly in the moment and move.
When and as I see myself participating in fear of
consequences of won’t or has not yet been done I stop and breathe and bring
myself back here in and as the physical. I realize this fear is just a learned
attempt to get people to back off from lashing out at me that can lead to both
neglect and abusive action.
I commit myself to stop participation with fear of
consequences and look practically and self honestly at how I create the
consequences in the first place.
When and as is see myself getting lost in my own mind
ignoring self responsible action; I stop what I’m doing, breathe and check to
make sure nothing is moving inside me and consider what is best for all. I
realize this kind of abdication as an addiction to my own self interested
experience and if I don’t responsibly stop I will remain a slave to that self
interest and of the mind.
I commit myself to break myself of the addiction to
abdicating responsibility to the mind and my own self interested experience and
also I commit myself to further investigation of why and how I abdicate
responsibility for the sake of my own experience, apply self forgiveness and
walk the correction.
When and as I see myself looking at multiple tasks I stop and
I breathe and consider what I can do in the moment. I realize looking at
multiple tasks at once can seem like too much and in looking at tasks all at
once in my mind is useless.
I commit myself to move self responsibly in real time in the
physical and train myself to write out a schedule every day.
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